"I just wanna do so many things to you"

hey, this is Gabe and I wanna fuck him up against a wall. ♥

I had the world (I thought I did)

she held the world upon a string
but she didn't ever hold me
spun the stars on her fingernails
but it never made her happy
cause she couldn't ever have me.
she said she won the world at a carnival
but she could never win me
cause she couldn't ever catch me.

I don't love you I'm just passing the time
you could love me if I knew how to lie
but who could love me?
I am out of my mind
throwing a line out to sea
to see if I can catch a dream.

I'm sure I didn't ruin her
just made her more interesting.


I guess I don't have to say anything.
you just made me more interesting, that's all.

ross twister II

I don't know why you make me so happy. it's just... I don't know. you're the sweetest couple in the world. you both are so talented and such nice and lovely people. I just wanna hug you both 'til my arms are numb.
Ryan, you're my lost brother, but you already knew that. you mean so much to mean, I just can't explain it. and I love you even more just because you make my girl happy.
Keltie, you're so beautiful and talented and perfect. and I could marry you if you were not Ryan's girlfriend haha. this I swear. I admire you and I love you. and you make my brother happy and that's priceless.
thanks to you both, because with making each other happy, you're making me happy. ♥

ross twister.-

how on the fucking earth can somebody get to me as deep as you do? you and I are so much alike, it's actually scary. and maybe this can sound psycho, but we should be together. seriously. we should be together every day, loving and supporting each other. we should fight at every single moment for stupid stuff and then hug & kiss. you should be my family, my best friend and that one person that'll never let me down. because you would know that I could never ever let you down. because I love you. and it's clear now. you mean so much, words can't even describe it. and I love you. I EFFIN LOVE YOU. and I love you more with every minute that passes by. and I really should hate you for this feelings, I really should. but I can't do anything about it. I love you and the world can tell because I am not hiding it.

oh, and I almost forgot. I love you, Ryan Ross.

some things slide by so carelessly.

WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE TO COME HERE AND TALK ABOUT MY LIFE?
OK, MAYBE I HAVE CHANGED, BUT IT'S NOT YOUR FUCKING PROBLEM.
IT'S MINE.
SO GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE
I DON'T CARE HOW WONDERFUL AND PERFECT YOUR LIFE IS.
YOU HAVEN'T BEEN THROUGH HALF OF THE THINGS I HAVE, SO STFU.
YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING, ABOUT NOTHING, BECAUSE YOU NEVER SUFFERED.
WHEN YOU GET TO FEEL PAIN, YOU'LL SEE HOW UNFAIR YOU'VE BEEN TO ME.

I HATE PEOPLE, DAMN.

"my heavy heart sinks deep down under you and your twisted words... your help just hurts"

there's some things I really hate about you.
and I should really reaaally hate your never ending bullshit.
but I can't.
I'm in love with it as much as I'm in love with you.

but I feel so good right now.
because I realized that it's not wrong. that I can I love you.
that what's wrong is the pain.
so I'm letting myself love you... but without the hurting.
and it feels like the right thing to do.

I'm hopeful again.


I'm not gonna write you a love song 'cause you asked for it, 'cause you need one...

walking contradiction.

I'm loving you so much at this very moment.

[and you're not even talking to me right now...
but I just felt like writing it.]


I LOVE YOU.
yeah, I do. and I love you some more ♥.

bad habits.

can't you tell?
I effin love you, stupid fuck ♥.