viernes, 20 de febrero de 2009

this isn't working out.

it's all your fault.
call you up in the middle of the night, like a firefly without a light, you were there like a slow torch burning, I was a key that could use a little turning.

so tired that I couldn't even sleep, so many secrets I couldn't keep.
promised myself I wouldn't weep, one more promise I couldn't keep.

it seems no one can help me now
I'm in too deep - there's no way out
this time I have really led myself astrayt.

runaway train never going back
wrong way on a one way track
seems like I should be getting somewhere
somehow I'm neither here no there.

can you help me remember how to smile?
make it somehow all seem worthwhile?
how on earth did I get so jaded?

life's mystery seems so faded.

I can go where no one else can go, I know what no one else knows. here I am just drownin' in the rain with a ticket for a runaway train.

everything is cut and dry
day and night, earth and sky
somehow I just don't believe it.

bought a ticket for a runaway train like a madman laughin' at the rain.
a little out of touch, a little insane, it's just easier than dealing with the pain.

runaway train never comin' back
runaway train tearin' up the track
runaway train burnin' in my veins
I run away but it always seems the same.

I want it all and I want it now.

soy tan estúpida.

martes, 10 de febrero de 2009


louder, louder
the voices in my head
whispers taunting
all the things you said
faster the days go by and I'm still
stuck in this moment of wanting you here

in the blink of an eye
you held my hand, you held me tight
now you're gone
and I'm still crying
shocked, broken
I'm dying inside.

where are you?
I need you
don't leave me here on my own
speak to me
be near me
I can't survive unless I know you're with me.

shadows linger
only to my eye
I see you, I feel you
don't leave my side
it's not fair
just when I found my world
they took you, they broke you, they tore out your heart.

I miss you, you hurt me
you left with a smile
mistaken, your sadness
was hiding inside
now all that's left
are the pieces to find
the mystery you kept
the soul behind a guise

why did you go?
all these questions run through my mind
I wish I couldn't feel at all
let me be numb
I'm starting to fall

where are you?
where are you?

you were smiling.

sábado, 7 de febrero de 2009

I've been holding this together for so long. but I guess you might have noticed. well, I guess you...

Realizations, I am not what you thought I was.
In moderation, what was once us now never was.