L.O.V.E.

shit, I fucking miss you right now.

this heart will start a riot in me.

'... if you take away the gay circus and the crazy clothes and the painting of the birds on faces and all of it, you're left with four boys who love each other very, very much and love to make music together. And that's my favorite thing in the world.'

bandgirls are love ♥

specially these three sweethearts ♥

best bday gift ever.

reading your messages got me all nostalgic. i fucking miss you guys.
i am a wing and a prayer
ill give you heatstroke
you and i
gave our lives to strange times
ill take your sun
ill shake your son
and make him shine on you
ill sing all of your favorite songs
one more time
out of tune

everybodys got a mortgage
and a family tree
a grave plot and a legacy
but me
im just young
dumb
and full of love

sick.

I'm jealous. you are mine. fuck everyone else.

'to me... you are perfect'

my lungs have filled with water,
but I can still breathe,
and I can still see,
cause there is
so much life left for me.
I'll live in the floor,
and in the walls,
and in the forest,
and in the sea,
and soon enough,
in the summers breeze,
and every time you breathe,
I will flow through your heart,
and light up the sky as a star,
I'll be every where you are... ♥

definitely maybe.

ok. maybe. maybe, just maybe, your brain is going to work and you're gonna read between the lines. and you're gonna find out how much I love you. and how much you mean. I love you with all my heart. Happy 21st Bday. ♥

the end of a broken heart.

we're too young
I hate to love you.


♥

give 'em hell, kid.

I am never gonne be able to explain how much you mean to me. and heaven knows I tried. but I just can't. I mean, I don't even know why I love you this much. I just know that you are my hero. a real one. you saved me. once, twice, a million times. and I owe you everything. thank you. thank you so much for being the most amazing person in the whole fucking universe. thank you for being vulnerable and for letting me know that it's okay, that you can cry and scream if you want to. thank you for showing me that your band could save me. thank you for your beautiful voice and your vision and your lyrics. they helped me to get through a lot of shit. and that's priceless to me. I would die for you, and you know it. I told you that a hundred times on that beautiful day of happiness you gave me (22-02-08 ♥). you made me feel something I have never felt before. and it was the best feeling in the world and my body couldn't embrace it because it was so huge and amazing and I just wanna live so I can feel it again. you gave me a reason to live. your name to me, means life. there's nothing left to say, just happy birthday. be happy. and I love you with all my heart, body & soul until the day I die. ♥ Gerard Arthur Way.

passing the time.

just cut-the-crap.

I would drop it on a dime for you.

not long ago
I gave up hope
but you came along
and gave something I could hold on to
and I want you, more than you could ever know.

♥