"I don't blame you for being you but you can't blame for hating it"

I for sure was very wrong about us. you.
I truly believed you. every word and every promise and every plan.
I really cared about you. and what we had, whatever it was.
and I still do care about you.
because I love you so much it hurts most of the time.

but now, I'm playing it safe. for good.
there's not a single person out there who's gonna be able to get to my heart again.
not even one. thanks to you.
that's why I hate you too. you really broke my heart.
and you can't even notice it. OPEN YOUR EYES.

you had me and, damn, you still do.