I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time.

it's like I can't breathe, it's like I can't see anything, nothing but you. I'm addicted to you. it's like I can't think without you interrupting me, in my thoughts, in my dreams. you've taken over me. it's like I'm not me.

I don't want to hate but that's all you've left me with, a bitter aftertaste and a fantasy of how we all could live.

don't kiss me goodbye.

I wanted it so desperately to be real.

life should not be this way.